right , first things first .. i'm totally over the fact of falling in love with a guy
than you know .. get together and blah blah blah ...
like seriously , i think i'm doing this so that i can find the "right guy" .
but , the truth is .. you dun ! not at this age anyways .
what am i ? only 14 like DUH .
please wake up ZOEY TAN ZU ER !
i am sure i am half way there . yeah ..
but i believe one thing , that God would help me get a good guy .
well , for me ! cause i 100000000% want to get married , in the future la !
what the shit , why am i saying all this stuff for !? -.-
anyways , i have SOMETHING to say .
you go to the church to SERVE GOD .
NOT to see guys , and date them .
wow wee , it's like a person going to your house and they come just to see your dog , and not you . bet you will feel hurt right , even so .. a little bit .
well , that's how God feel . so wake up !

lost my phone .. yeah .
that unlucky .. but what the shit ..
aiyaaaa ... dun know la .
I DUN CARE LIAO !!!!

what the shit !
my sister really SUCK .
go n die .. kiss my ass !!
HAHAHAHAHAAAAA

i take it back .
i take it all back .
i take every single shit i said back .
i take it all back .

IM SO FREEEEEE ! ~
THERE AINT A REASON FOR ME TO CARE !
AINT A REASON TO THINK
AINT A REASON TO BOTHER
AND A DAMN GOOD REASON FOR ME TO SLEEP IN PEACE .

oh ya .. I'M DEFINITELY NOT DESPERATE !

tip top , drip drop , bodies locked , lips locked , dun stop .
oh wow , the songs stucked in my head . yeah its OLD . but who the shit really cares ? anyways , today .. okok leh . but not really in the mood . had 3 periods of science .. RELIEVE TEACHER ! so been walking around , crapping , talking .. overall .. BORING . i rather have science ! strange ? NOPE . cause i love the science teacher ! :D anyways ... PEACE !!!!!

hey ho , let's go baby . yeah , whatever im super random ! hiya hiyo hiho mohoo ! i totally have no mood for relationships . between you and me .. i dun feel like having ANY boyfriend at all . yup , secret between us :D my mother , super irritating , today .. really irritating and at the end of it .. suprised . what the shit ! weird yo .

so what ya , what's wrong with my little bro man . his getting kinda weird this days . damn some girls should just not bother and stay where they should be ! oh ya , no offense to however thinks i'm applying to them . so whatever , today went out with ah boy and ah girl . eh , no bad but we two girls go bully ah boy ! super dope ! funny kid , run along and play with your friends ! oh wow , i look like i'm older then right ? the way i'm typing it in my blog . actually .. his 18 . so ya , ITE dude . but his cool , nice to bully ? childish much , ya whatever .

right , completely in shock . so today , many many people come . 8 to be exact . bu the dude got chased out cause of my papa and the song by pitbull is stucked into my head . you know you want me . haha ! what the shit .

hmm , what's this thing . alright , let's get started ! so , i wan my long hair back ! oh ya , im desperate for something . FOR ONCE ! no , extention is so FAKE . no offence to people who have it ! but , what the shit .. oh yeah , i've been saying that . because , i know it bets better than saying that word that starts with a F and end with a K ! so figure it out yourself kids ..
right , back to work . today , did the project survey thing . as you know , im 14 bla bla bla and i have to go to the upper sec recess and i was super super paiseh !! i was seriously like frantically running around , trying to get them do the survey ! then why ya , there some people that makes me freaking akward that i have to dig a hole and bury my head , just to avoid the embarrasment . the reason you ask ? none , im just paiseh . weird ? MUCH .
okok , i think i wan a much much more natural smile ya ! not some compress mouth that make it look as if your trying to show how big your teeth are ! what the shit ! :P

been out the whole day can . from 6am . woke up , went to school for Chinese drama . my role ? not even in the play . we're just the people who hold the background board while they have FUN . lame can , than all the china girls look at me . like i owe them $ ! but i dun k ! i think cause i look like ang moh lang ba . haha !
then , went out with boy , tracy and at first xm but he left . then , skipped off the tracy's mama shop makan then go to kovan with boy only . meet the chou pei , they play arcade . i see them . so qiao , i also see my di ! marverick ! haha , his cool yup . there for bday . anyways , the girl was super bimbotic . to me , gir;s who tie two ponytails is sooooo bimbotic can ! what uh , you xian your hair too much uh ! LOL !
right , went to follow boy after that to see ryan and keng hui . i was super akward can ! only girl !!! and cause well mayb , their all quite good loooking ! haha ! then go to kovan again , meet tracy and di play pool with her bro and cousin and auntie .
i played pool is i learn from tv ! haha , but i shoot dman pro k . then i sucked after that ! HAHA !
reached home at about 8.00pm , super dead !

ps . sorry suhaila sayang . your bday le ! forgot le . .but i making for you card ! god bless you cantik girl !! :D

i totally missed the sex talk . shit , wanted to see how my teacher teach man . my malay girl calls him pervert . sian , but she came my house and passed me the sex booklet ! and she told me alot of people were missing ! HAHA ! that was so cool can , his talking somehitng which (finally) is interesting and we all went MIA ! what sia , SUAY ! (IM NOT HORNY KIND OF PERSON !) please note the words in the bracket !
right , so tracy did come too . we went CRAZY in my room ! haha , i love to bits man . crazy girl she , sorry influenced you ! but hey , we're 14 so what's there to be afriad of . oh ya , that's proberbly all ! and i totally agree with Suhaila , no maths = SUCK . somehow , i like MATHS now . good news for you TIMOTHY !