I'm happy!

Prayed to God,

& he answered straight away.

He answered something I was thinking about,

most in the night.

Actually, I asked two questions.

And than I said that something must happen to show that

it is a sign from God.

It happened.

Wow.

Gosh, I love God so so much! (:

His the best daddy!

But even so,

I'm contented with what I have/am now.

I don't need much! (:

Super tired.

Like in my mind,

I'm thinking,

why am i like that?

when, I don't need to be.

I so want to stop,

but it's impossible.

Damn, I really don't like.

why?

Rihanna a cult?

I was listening to her song,

Russian Roulette.

Than, I scroll down to the comments on Youtube.

And saw,

Rihanna is a Devil-Worshipper.

Her lyrics:

Say a prayer to yourself

He says close your're eyes

Sometimes it helps

And then I get a scary thought

That he's here means he's never lost

Than, if you really read and think about it.

It really sounds satanic.

SCARY-SCARY.

I wonder if that's how she became super famous

because she sold her soul to the devil?

I mean, she did say on an interview for MTV.

She wanted to make more dark and sad music.

That seriously give me the creeeeeeps!

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I'm BACK!

Been to Youth camp for

the past 4 days.

18th-21th dec.

Cool camp! Super fun.

My team leader was Jakeh.

Who was always missing &

gets me irritated when he say

power the-re-ma & ai zai

which means damn power &

something-something.

Forgot already -.-

---

Anyways, I learnt much more about

God.

And, I super love Him.

Him = God.

Him =/= Boy.

Our pastor is a Aussie.

His accent is kinda cool?

---

Every Youth camp,

we play one game called

Angel&Mortal.

Whereby everyone has to

pick a piece of paper

with a person's name on it.

And than, that person will be your mortal

& you're their Angel.

So, my mortal was Joann.

My angel gave me sweets?

But, there was no note.

So, at first, I was clueless if

it was from him or what.

Than I kept saying how my Angel

was like pathetic!

to my Group & friends.

Hahahaa, I know.

I'm not being mean.

It's just that,

last year,

my Angel never did give me ANY shit at all.

So, thought I've got another weirdo?

Turns out, the Angel was in MY group

and he heard everything.

Damn, I felt bad! haha.

But, of course I didn't know at that point.

But, at the last day.

When I checked my envelope.

It was stuffed with sweets and a blue rose?

Weird right? the rose.

And I asked if the sweets were by him?

He said yeah. And I asked anything else?

He said no.

I've no idea if his lying or not.

But, if he is. Than who gave me?

---

Anyways! I'm DONE.

& I miss my friends and School.

hahaha, BYE! (:

Assuming.

I really detest it when people do that.

Like yesterday.

I wanted to text T to see if

she was free.

My mother came upstairs and ASSUMED

that I was texting to a boy.

Boyfriend.

Yeah, I got pissed off.

I hate it when people keep thinking

that I've got a boyfriend.

I get irritated.

I guess I really hate the fact about myself

wasting time over boys.

Just thinking about it, makes me feeel so

regretful, pissed, annoyed, stupid.

---

Having tuition at about six.

Than, going off with

Sabrina&Wilson.

I love them alot.

They are both in their 20's.

Old but Fun.

hahaahahahaaaaaaaa.

---

Their getttting marrrieeed.

I'm gonna be Sabrina's bridesmaid.

She has 7. Cool.

I thought of either singing or playing the piano?

She insisted that all her bridesmaid MUST perform

on her wedding day.

Oh well.

Can't wait till their married.

(:

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Byeee!

How's life?

I've beeeen fineee

& I've bought my school books.

Amazingly, I MISS SCHOOL.

--

You know what?

I think what I hate about guys

is mostly when they broke up

in a relationship and they go

all sad and depressed.

What the hell?

SUCK IT UP.

Look, I understand you're pain.

I really do.

But, you've got to be a MAN.

Damn. Sometimes I really want

to just walk up to them and smack their face.

SUCK IT UP.

--

Okay, I'm done!

haha, short posts from NOW ON.

Bye!

KARAOKE

Been there with Sabrina, Justin, Wilson, Jeriel and sissey. Poor sissey was sick, her throat was badly soared because she ate tooo much pork floss. Well, she and her greediness!

kkk, back to the story. Quite happy __ came! hahaa! I think, again, oh well. I sang lots of songs to my amazement. I thought I would sit at a corner and look at Sabrina sings in the end, I sang the most! haha.

Fun day, fun day. But, I miss all my friends! Especially, Suhailah's hyperness, Tracy and bimbo's nonsense! haha, they rock.

I'm offff, and I'm open to any outings. BYEBYE! (:

ALIVE

Hello! People of this big big Earth. Now, you guys might have wondered where I was or if I was still alive and kicking. My answer is obvious as hell. YES I AM STILL BREATHING. Just, more, how the French say, le rotting.

So, have beeen pretty lazy during this holiday. Unlike when I was still leaving at Bukit Timah, my friends would come into my house at 6a.m and wake the hell outta me up. But! I've recently been to Thailand. And, as a girl, bought a luggage full of clothes. Thanks to MUMMY&DADDY! Something that I've totally forgot to say! :P

I've suddenly thought of something called Art. Art symbolises creativity and expressing emotions, to me. Art can come from anything. Whether it could be a small potato made with paper eyes, nose nad mouth or something like dyeing the elephant pink. Okay, maybe not that, but it could happen.

Anyways! Back to my thought. I have decided that when I have a house of my own. I would make one room, the art roooom/chill rooom.

Let me elaborate. The art room is like a plain room being decorated by me with all sorts of pain, drawings and pratically anything that can be on the wall. That's the room where I can express how I feel or if I had a really bad day. I could splatter paint all over the room. Coool right?

The chill room. Simple. A sofa in the middle of the art room. For me to rest or when my friends come over and felt like doing some art and than we chill.

Right, I'm done. And yes, a pool table is still gonna be in the house of mine. In the future. haha.

kkk, bye! :D