yesterday , was a nice show . somehow , touching ? somehow , funny . and other times , its was just sad . went out for supper after that , and wilson invited justin . but he couldn't make it cause his tired from basketball . well anyways , whatever . ate , talked and went home .
right after that , i felt well , somehow bad . you know , im those kind of people who hates affecting relationship of any kind . you know , it feels as though you the extra one . someone that shouldn't exist . yeah whatever , you see as this strong , wild , hyper kind of girl but seriously , i need someone just to be there and see all my weak points you know . but hey , sorry dudes . i can't help but feel sick in the stomach for doing what i did . shouldn't just walked out , it was damn rude of me and it's not me . it's not the way i vent my anger off . usually , by sports or telling someone . well , i just want to say im really sorry k . still friends ? right ? ..