Peaceful

isn't it what everyone wants ? their own kind of 'peaceful' ? well , mine is really really simple . and yeah , it happened to me today .

i was at T's house , the playground , playing the swings . as i went upwards , i looked at the big tree that was sheltering us from the scorching sun . yes , it was beautiful . i could feel clarity , serenity , peace . and i closed my eyes to feel the maximun joy of it . the only word that could describe my feeling was peaceful . i didn't care about my surrondings , neither did i care about who looked at me . but , all it needs its just Frakine Chopin's piano pieces or , the Spring in Moscow piano song . classical music smoothes me .

but , when i reached back home . my peaceful mind was completely and utterly destroyed . my sister came and disturbed me , unreasonably . i was the one who had used the computer first , and finally , B was online . i hadn't talk to him for one day plus and gosh , i missed him like crazy .

But , to make things her way , she was squeezing into my sit , forcing me to let her play and making me take the laptop on my own . i was disapointed that my peaceful mind was gone , upset that the moment my sister off the computer and when i switched it back on again , B was offline already . that very moment made me so sad , i really hate her when she does that . this is why , i wished i didn't have a sister . that unreasonable jerk .

i hate her .