i feeeeeel messsssy

why you asked ? no idea . in my mind , there's full of things i want to know , questions i have yet answered , things i want to happen in the future , memories of the past , things i wish went my way and well .. proberbly something that has to do with , how the shit am i gonna manage my time to study for history . whatever . so yeah , MESSY .

anyways , there's this saying . for girls .
GIRL CODE . the only one i remember .
DO NOT LIKE THE BOY YOUR FRIENDS LIKE .
well , D agrees ? but i think i might prefer the guy i like to like anyone he likes and my friend could like him if she wanted . she has the right to , and im not selfish .

FRIENDSHIP VS. LOVE
which one will you pick ?
random ? YEAH , stuck on my mind somehow .

school , as usual , a bore . and i really can't stand people who are attention seekers . it pisses me off . it's like , your desperate . ridiculous . anyways , something in school made me unhappy and upset . but i got cheered up by _____'s eyes ! when he looked .. it really cheered me up a little . but than , im not so much happy now ? i dun know . im moody today and my friend is having problems . so sad ! cheer up sweety ! you'll be better .

im off now ! watching simpsons . LOL .