I'm back at the right track. Thanks for helping me keep in the track. I'm glad I'm back in track. (:

I think at my age, lots of stuff will go through my head over and over again. But, I guess that we don't really know what will happen. Everything is in the hands of God and eventually, we will go back to him. Doesn't people believe in Heaven?

I now understand that why they call today, present. Every single day we are closer to death, so, make the best out of it. Be happpy smartly, and not regret in everything, move on. Happiness is something that will happen, so wait for it, even if it seems as though it will never come.

God will provide.

I'm thinking of writing a story, because I like? See if you enjoy it.

She sits at the roadside, begging for money. Some looks at her and walkes away, some gives money out of sympathy and there are those who despises her. Thinking that she should get up and work, instead of being a lazy brad.

Just then, a car hits a man and he crashes into the fire hydrant. Like everyone else, she runs towards the man and stood frozen.

"What the..." she mumbles to herself.

LOVE stories. Sweet and bitter. Something, I like only 99.5% sweet and the remaining bitter. I can tell you, I am going to crash soon like a plane crashing down to the ground at 200km/m.

Whenever I see couples, WOW. The feeling is like, WHOA. It is a feeling I would like to have and something that I want to happen to me. Obviously, the appropiate stuff.

But! Whenever I think of the past, I regret and stop. Despite that, the cycle continues. I am bored to tears with nothing interesting happening and everything is going on and on, like an endless ride on a roller coaster. It makes you sick, doesn't it?

I pray and ask God. I think there is a VERY good reason why I shouldn't have, but it is NOT easy to stick to it. Anyway, I will try.

Friends. You can't live with them, you can't live without them. They are the ones who are always there for you and people who share their emotions with. They are friends that you argue with then make up.

Wait a minute, isn't that what they say about men? Oh well, it implies too.

I don't like it when people say friends can't last when they haven't reach their full length of life. When they haven't reach the age of well, at least 80. That's when you can really judge if friends can last.

But, what do you think a friend really means? To me, it's plainly someone who TRUSTS you and BELIEVES in you and instead of listening to stupid rumours that people spread, you CONFRONT your friend first before ASSUMING that they are whatever the rumour says. Don't you think so? I mean EVERYTHING is based on TRUST.

Now, I do have friend issues, that's why I'm on the subject. I hate the thought of losing a friend, be it acquittance or close friends. It feels like a part of me is gone.

So, what do friends MATTER to you?

Something has beeen stuck in my head & I am ridiculously liking it. It is super super GOOD that it's happening. But, I have no idea what's going to happen.

I'm prepared & ready. Though, I may leave behind some of the stuff that I personally cherish very much. I still cannot wait to see that bright and shining light ahead of me.

No, I am not doing suicide. It's something good.

I have been reading in blogs a lot about r/s. I think it's inevitable to like someone, but it's also not necessary to be with them. Even though, it might be super tempting! But, it always has the disadvantages that r/s brings.

Heartbreaks, immaturity thinking arguements & jealousy.

Seriously, if you really think it through, what's the point of getting hurt, affecting studies and religious beliefs. I think that we should only be with someone at the point where we feel that it is certainly the right time.

To me, I think that r/s at my age is quite immature because, it usually ends at about 3-4 months. So, why waste that amount of time, just to get hurt? Fifteen is still a super young age and I think that studies should be like the first priority on your mind. I also know, not many people understand why studies is important. Anyways, studies is something you have to go through, so why make a fuss about it when you can make the best out of it. Don't you agree?

School is quite an ironic place. It teaches you how to behave like a proper citizen, but it is also where bad influences happens. But, friends are always made there. I think most of your friends comes from school. It's like a huge gathering of different people with unique personailty stuffed together in one area, to think of it, it's nice knowing people whose different.

Anyways, what's on my mind now is GOD, studies, friends and ____. It's always there, and will always be. It is frustrating yet pleasent.

HI!

I've not beeen bloggging.

Lazy!!

Hmmm, had packing day on Saturday.

It is where we all pack food and give to the elderly.

My first location, grandmother is SUPER adorable!

She keeps farting and smiling and she loooks happy.

I miss her, adorable grandma. I so want to vist her whenever.

Sadly, I forgot which part of toa payoh. ):

We played basketcall afther that.

Justin was fierce, so didn't dare to go near him.

Later I get knocked down!

Yingwen was shouting LAI LAI! (come, come)

like one coffee shop UNCLE.

I had to drag Wei Leong's friend over to play with us

because Justin was like, " Zoey! Make him play with us."

Lol! His basketball anyways. So, I grabbed his arm and literally drag him over.

hahaha, that's call STYLE.

Whaaaat.

I regretted playing pool!

Should have went home at 8.

Got scolded by dad. -.-

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SCHOOOL.

Met a new senior, ex-bartlyan, Fadzrul.

His coool, super friendly and nice(:

OH! I need to get numbers from my other classmates.

Beeeeeen forgetting homework like WHOA.

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CHURCH

Joel! NEW person brought by DARREN.

He has brown eyes! Like me ah.

His like the only guy who I've seen with brown eyes!

We've stuff in common.

So, can talk? I don't know. hahhaha.

I know I'm just friendly! LOL.

Whhhaaaaat.

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AFTER EVENTS

Had class for piano at 4.15pm

which I repeated to don't how many times to people.

Badminton after that.

Dinner with family.

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Okay! THE END.

Today.

Schoool.

Physics was super super DRY.

But, Mr.Yeo,

had this weird facial expression

everytime he talkes.

Like,

he'll keep twitching at stuff.

Reminds of me?

hahhaa.

what else?

Miss.Tan was cute.

Suhailah still not back.

Recess time makes me feeeel weird.

I don't hate anyone.

& I was happy to finally talk to Fijri.

I missed that funny boy!

hahahahaa.

Okay! Nothing else.

BYEEE! (:

How's life?

I'm totally fine &

HAPPY!

School is FINALLY back!

Been waiting &

I FEEEEL weird.

Boys wearing long pants &

having recess with the upper secondary.

That's something I'm not use to.

Oh oh oh!

I saw bimbo's army cut.

Coooool! But, his adorable.

I missed a lot of my friends.

But,

Poor Suhailah was on MC.

Sad sad sad ):

& I've got a bad news.

I'M THE SHORTEST IN MY GROUP OF FRIENDS.

I'm even shorter than Cedric,

who, by the way, used to be at my shoulder length or

slightly higher.

Shocked like WHOA.

What else?

OH YEAH!

My form teacher, Miss TAN

is super cute.

She is not like those boring, dull, no nonsense

kind of old fashioned teacher.

She straight say her age when she was introducing.

37! hahaha. Brave brave! (:

Oh & also,

I'm replacing ALL swearing words to

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!

So it comes out like,

You're so SHOOT/SHOOTED UP

&

of course,

What the SHOOOOOOT!

There's also WHOA & WOW.

hahahaa!