Something has beeen stuck in my head & I am ridiculously liking it. It is super super GOOD that it's happening. But, I have no idea what's going to happen.

I'm prepared & ready. Though, I may leave behind some of the stuff that I personally cherish very much. I still cannot wait to see that bright and shining light ahead of me.

No, I am not doing suicide. It's something good.

I have been reading in blogs a lot about r/s. I think it's inevitable to like someone, but it's also not necessary to be with them. Even though, it might be super tempting! But, it always has the disadvantages that r/s brings.

Heartbreaks, immaturity thinking arguements & jealousy.

Seriously, if you really think it through, what's the point of getting hurt, affecting studies and religious beliefs. I think that we should only be with someone at the point where we feel that it is certainly the right time.

To me, I think that r/s at my age is quite immature because, it usually ends at about 3-4 months. So, why waste that amount of time, just to get hurt? Fifteen is still a super young age and I think that studies should be like the first priority on your mind. I also know, not many people understand why studies is important. Anyways, studies is something you have to go through, so why make a fuss about it when you can make the best out of it. Don't you agree?

School is quite an ironic place. It teaches you how to behave like a proper citizen, but it is also where bad influences happens. But, friends are always made there. I think most of your friends comes from school. It's like a huge gathering of different people with unique personailty stuffed together in one area, to think of it, it's nice knowing people whose different.

Anyways, what's on my mind now is GOD, studies, friends and ____. It's always there, and will always be. It is frustrating yet pleasent.