School, it's been a blast with kick.

I'm happy suhailah is back, everything seems to fall into place but, there will always be something lingering in my head which is always something bad.

I hate the feeeeling of losing my grip from my friends. It's like losing something important to me. The worst of all, they don't admit when you approach them.

In my head, it's like, Dude, I'm trying to solve the problem, please co-operate. Thanks. (:

Yeah, it's doesn't happen all the time. -.- Oh well, time tells it all, or at least I hope.

SUHAILAH IS BACK! Oh my oh my, I miss her like crazy. It's super nice she's back. Love her to bits!

School, it's alright. But! I freakin' forgot(lost) to bring my physics stuff. Thus, I had to STAND,STAND,STAND. Mr.Yeo has become slightly better though, sometimes back to his old ways but improvements are better than nothing.

Geography, hilarious. Mr.Lim is funny and Karan got shoot by him. In the end, Karan won when he said when you put two L's together, you get a winner. Mr.Lim didn't know what to continue. But, he did end the defeat with a oh so sick face and words. Radically new stuff I ever heard from a teacher.

Yes, I'm super happy before and even more now.

ILOVEGOD.

The past few days had been eventful? I've found my "kick" to go school now. (:

Anyways, soft ball match today was postpone to Saturday, 8.30a.m? Renuka wants to be a substitute, which means! I can play already! (: I love sports and oh yes! We're learning soft Ruby but, it's good anyways.

Raining, softball cancelled. Hari, Karan and me decided to hang in school till it stop raining super heavily. We talked a lot. Hari mostly played with my phone. -.- But, I still enjoyed myself. Many akward questions asked, many plesaing answers. LOL!

It stopped raining, Karan wanted to eat. Hari was suppose to come but he didn't have anymore money and I couldn't help him pay cause I was kinda broke. Karan and me went off to eat in the end and we met Afiqah! We totally teased her about she and Shamir. But, I think they are really compatible. Who knows? Maybe they might end up together. LOL!

March is a rainy month. I want the RAIN TO STOP. I prefer the Sun in the day and in the night, rain is the one I wish would happen. It seems the opposite!-.-

It's not time, but I'm contented with whatever thing that is happening now.

I feel much more, certain.

Yesterday: Friday.

What happened? Oh yeah, I was supposingly to have a dental appointment but! it was actually next week, so made an empty trip BUT! Fijri, Peter, Zihan and I went to watch Remember Me! Super Unique movie.

We didn't play pool because we wasn't over 16 and the ah lian was rude. -.- We took the train to bishan than went to Peter's house. Zihan was MAD. I enjoyed myself.

Finally, I went on to meet sabrina and the others and went to sentosa. We had fun and I really loved the beach part. We kinda made a bonfire? LOL.

Lastly, we had supper at Bukit Timah. Memories flooded into my head. Oh wow, those days were priceless. Maybe some I would like to erase! :P

Oops, I posted overdued again! Actually, wanted to post but my sister came down and started screaming for no reason and said she wants to use the computer. What the shit!? Sometimes, I feel like putting my hand around her neck and ... ARGH!

Oh yeah! Yesterday was our sweet sweet class outing. It's fun overall, totally un-boring. I saw Samantha! My good friend from Primary school. She's still VERY pretty even though, my friends said she was average, she isn't. LOL.

We rented bikes and cycled and my seat was loose so I had to continously shift it to the right postion with my ass, as a result of all the riding, I had a sore bottom. LOL. I had relaxed during the riding sessions, by the sea and at the skating place. Qutie peaceful, not much people. Karan and I enjoyed it! Cerine was such a dear to cycle with me! I love them to death! ♥

Karan and I ate a lot, or so I think so. We took turns treating each other! LOL. In the end, eveyone was sharing ice-cream due to my five bucks. LOL! I'm sorry DEAR CERINE! If I didn't accompany you enough. I love you still okay! (:

Karan and I went home first because it was alreay 7 near 8pm. Don't want to get scolded at! Thanks for walking me home too! (: Love ya! (:

Oh boy, inside it's all pain pain pain. Argh, I hate it when you like someone and they don't like you back. Sometimes, I just wish I'm a block, that doesn't feel anything, that's great.

Yesterday was Amy birthday. Hari didn't gave the pathetic birthday card I made. Don't blame me for the card, it was eleven in the night, dead and sleeeeeepy.

The venue was at East Coast Park. Than, it rained. Barbeque was delayed but the boys still went to the sea and play. At first, I didn't but I was SO bored and the girls went too, I decided to join in.

I didn't regret and yes, I made new friends with the Nepalese guys. They are quite sweet and adorable, nice to talk to also. (:

Oh, in the sea, we swim really deeep, I couldn't quite reach so I grab hold on the guy's shoulders. We played truth and dare, quite pathetic somehow, cause all the dare was almost the same. LOL!

Than, Hari said there's some glass and we quickly moved. But, something pierced into my feet and today, my maid tried getting it out. Turns out, some sharp sand pierced in and there's a hole so bacteria went in and it's swollen. I can't walk properly so it's really irritating.

Anyways, after the party, we went to Grandlink? Hari was SUPPOSE to teach me how to play dota but he did try, but I couldn't understand because he just use the words, do this than like that than easy to play, you try. LOL! Than, when I asked him for help, he just looked at my screeen, told me stay and went back to his own game. In the end, I just stayed the safe zone and look at him play.

Probin was sweet enough to pay for me, cause I pratically didn't play at all. LOL.

Back home, 11 plus. Tired, shag and damn, I so wanted to bath! OH YEAH, I wore Karan's clothes! HAHA. His so kind! He went into the sea too, but still, yeah. Love you man! (:

I'm trying to flash "best friend! best friend!" in my head right now. It's all about the friend love man. Haha. I'm laughing at what I wrote, weird.

Sunday, I totally have no idea if I'm still going, HONESTLY. Things have been arranged here and there and even I have no idea what I'm going to do, totally and utterly confused upside down. Can someone PLEASE direct the proper directions. Oh DEAR! O:

Paramore rocks and schools is a bore!

Oh yeah, there has been fights starting or pre-fights starting. It's all JUST because of STARING or some BANGING into people stuff or something. Anyways, it's always minor. I guess, so what if people stare at you like what the shit. It's their problem, you don't have to care. I mean, care also no money take! LOL. Only cause trouble and MUCH MORE hate.

What else? Piano and French is on my to-do list! (:

“Oh, HELL to the NO! Look, I’m not down with this background singin’ nonsense. I’m Beyoncé, I ain’t no Kelly Rowland.” - Mercedes Jones, from the tv show, Glee.

That's cool and funny.

French. Oh man, I seriously want to learn it.

French is such a sweet, elegant and graceful language. But, they always name things accodring to gender like chair is for girls.

Anyways! Pack full from friday to sunday. Oh at least I think I am.

Natural, yourself kinda thing should be hung huge on my forehead. I think I need a reminder for myself to be that way. Sometimes, I turn un-myself in some situation and yes, I am shy when I'm around people I like. So! That should probably clearify lots of stuff.

Why must all the good looking guys be gay? Lol, something I realised.
What a waste! :O

If I had one, my present would be suprising. No, I'm not sick, just cheeky.

Hello! (:

My last post seems ages ago and as you can see, I've changed my whole blog. Well, I think it's perfect. I don't have to look at comments, trying to figure out the links and put pictures out so that readers can know my appearence.

You can get to know me much much more if you know me in person, but how? I don't know. I'm not saying this in a way to like brag about myself or whatever, just yeah, if you're curious, that's all.

School? It's boring, manageble but boring.

Friends, love them to death but sometimes ARGH.

Love, seemingly impossible.

Life so far. Great, contented, I've got worse.

Short? Yeah. Oooh, one thing. What is up with youth this day going crazy over love love love love. I know, it can be somehow a SUPER BIG issue BUT! there's a limit! Some say I'm included in this but! I don't think I've talk so much about love? Maybe I do? Probably, cause I've NOTHING to WORRY about. So, guess it's on my head.

I neeeeed some life in my life. Oh great, another job to do.

Oh well.