HMMM ..

relationships . there's no terms and condition . and a girl's request is pretty easy . well , i know mine is (: i JUST need someone to be there like when i need the person to be . hahahas , the only difference between a good friend and a boyfriend is that you get to feel affection from the person . like it would be super weird if your making out with your good girlf/guyf ! but , mayb some people do ? i dunnoe .

today was SIMPLE . just easy , manageable . as usual , i was super happy during science class ! (: mr.sng is super funny and he said supper funnny stuff . he makes the class unboring and undull . not like SOOO many teachers in our school , their as boring as hell ! :x

homeEC class was really not that enjoyable . ms.jas praised me though , out of blue . weird eh . buuut ! i didn't have a partner ! and i am a BIMBO in ONLY and really , ONLY in cooking ! so guys ! if you dun like girls who can't cook , you know you ain't looking for this one ! hahahas , im lame -.- right .. so i had extra dough left and i didn't want to use it . i didn't want to waste , so ended up going unit to unit , asking if they wanted . than the whole class said, '' give ali uh , he want .'' i tell you ! i was so pissed off -.- gosh , i really hate it when they do that . i mean , HELLO ! use your brains people ! you have an EQ of -47289478932470124 . i agree with someone though , some friends are mutha fuckas .

so hanged with Susalah ! ops , corrections . it's SUHAILAH . and the rest of the malay girls ! really fun , played truth or dare . and when you play dare with me , i'll make you as embarrased as possible . suhailah was quite sporting , the rest .. URGHH .. not really . :x

im home , im out . bye people (:
hope you enjoy .

JUDGEMENT

suhailah and i was at the bice hut after i helped zion do his chinese composition . poor he , had to do too much chinese , so i helped . and NO , please do not think i like him -.- ! oka , than me and suhailah were talking about SOME people who likes to JUDGE people before getting to know them better . we both agreed that we shouldn't do it either , i know i tried my best not to !

so yeah , i guess people in my class know that i have broken up with him . hahhas , the irony is , i didn't want it to happen , yet i still ask . but its kinda obvious , i just want to get it out of him ! and yes , i am heartbroken cause i was serious . it's like a karma , not that i believe in , but ! whenever i am serious with a guy , they end up breaking up with me . cause , i too had broke guy's heart . i still feel guilty though , super hope they can find a better girl . anyways ! i'll try to get over him (: hahhas , i have my girls ! so i'll be fine .

going to wahdah's house on sat ! can't wait ! (: haha .

hello hello hello (:

TODAY ! was scary ? hahahas . MATHS ! gosh , i screwed up BIG TIME . and so want my fringe back DOWN ! gosh gosh gosh , let me say this to VP . BURY YOURSELF . i think everyone will love you better that way . and yes , i promise to send you flower , AT LEAST ONCE EVERY 10 YEARS (: see ! i'm nice ! hahhahahas .

im happy ? YEAH . hmm , i dun know why but i just am ? and i have alot of question but actually just one ! and i'll try to get that solved by tmr ! if not , i'll keep thinking and thinking and thinking of it . so , i'll just ASK . it's not HARD , but somehow AKWARD . hmm , whatever .. i just wanna live life the fullest ! (: and yes , i so neeeed to go JC !

hmm , what will happen in SECONDARY THREE ? where will i be next ? in express , NA , or in another school ? hahahhas , let's see how folks ! (:

i just wanna add , SUHAILAH is SCARY and ABUSIVE ! hahahas , chill girl (:

RANDOM

i love EEYORE and B ! but B is not himself this days ! oh boy , hope the future between us is still bright ! :P i'll try to make him happier around me ! hahahas (: hey , im serious in this oka !! :D cause if i wasn't , damn , i won't give a shit .

oh , it's our one month . but , i dunnoe if he remembers ! D: suhailah thinks his giving me a suprise , i kinda doubt it .

hahas , i like it (: knock yourselfs out .

O M GOSH .

mr chang has a girlf ! hahhas , i called out his name and he looked at i hid behind justin . LOL ! mayb , your know but i dunnoe , so i abit the suprise !

back from the youth (: fun fun fun , and as usual , i laughed my ass off . and guess what , in youth , i'm the bimbo ! im the youngest ! the rest 17 and above . old right !? LOL .

is my bloody request that fucking hard to do !? gosh man , just tell me what you want to do -.-

EVERYTHING

i have a feeling that everything is gonna fall apart . it haven't happen but it might . damn it , i hate this fucking neighbour hood . screw yourselves assholes -.-

gosh , things seems to become WOSER now . oh my gosh , seriously , i'm damn f-ed up right now . still am , just thinking about it . -.-

I WAS RIGHT

hell yeah , i was right . B didn't come , as i predicted . hmm , yeah .. i didn't really expect him to come . whatever .

hmm , today ain't much of a good day for me . super f-ed up by mr.ang , super no mood by my f-ed up headache and gosh , it just ain't good today . today's not fun either .

i'm trying to be less clingy though . i'm trying to be more independent . so , i'm gonna not let small stuff affect my mood , and i'm gonna see the brighter side of stuff .

still no mood , so .. i'm out . bye .

GUYS WHO BEAT AROUND THE BUSH !

is a freaking turn off to me ! i really dun like it if a guy has something to say and totally doesn't dare to ! and it's worst , if he told his friends only ! gosh , it is so irritating ! just say it to the face , you wouldn't die .

alrighty , that front part is just something i felt like saying ! but im back from school now , and yes , IT'S REALLY BORING . B wasn't at school today , neither is he online now . what the shit , to me , i really hate it . we never seem to talk nowadays . and yeah , its not good for me ! i'm really not happy , gosh , maybe cause it's hari raya ? B was rarely so busy during fasting period . hmm , maybe it's because there's not much fate between us . boo hoo !

met T , went to the bus stop to wait for bus . first came , Junquan , Bernard , Jonas than along came Pauline , Jialing , Chi Yan . they started talking and T joined in . her boyf and i was quiet , we didn't quite know them . but later , the Bernard called my name and i turned my head back and he said i was sitting on the reserve seat , at the bus stop -.- than i looked at the old man and called him uncle uncle so many times , but he never react -.- i want to give him seat , he dun want than went away and sit at another area -.- he proberbly thinks im joking with him ! damn , i was being nice .

hmm , today went out with T and her boyf to kovan . my.ang didn't let us go for recess because he thinks that someone in our class had purposely switched off the power switch in our classroom . and it was obviously , NOT us . who on earth will be so pathetic enough to do that !? whatever , that's unreasonable to me -.- thus , i was so hungry !

they did alot of couple stuff together , kinda not liking it . but , i just bear with it . i didn't want to be the extra one ! LOL , nah . i'm so not cut out to be one -.-

im off , no mood . bye .

WOW WOW WOW

yup , no idea why i said that .

so ! today is fine ! and yeah , i'm still trying to be more deamour and use less singlish and swear lesser . it ain't good ! (: hmm , i'm trying to be a better person . for some reason , i like being that way ? LOL ! who doesn't ? counting out all the baddies in this world . but , as mr.ang said , noone wakes up saying ''oh i want to be bad today ! muhahhaaha !'' cartoon yes , but reality , no . i have no idea why i'm remembering what he says ! :O

anyways , PE was cool . ran 2 rounds around the school ! (: total timing: 4min 75sec . feels good even though , i was panting like crazy ! but a good workout ! didn't spend much time with B but played with bimbo badminton ! and everytime i miss , he gives that LOSER! face . feel like punching him -.-

oh and i love ballet ! hahahas , i simply love it . the way they dance , walk and how they carried out themselves is just graceful ! aww , i so wish i had that chance again , to dance ballet . super regretted ever quitting ! D: oh well .

bye , and yeah .. i miss B ! LOL !





P.S : aiyoo ! suhailah , dun unhappy oka ! and yes , i still have the 3 reactions . LOL ! oka , me love you alright !! (:

P.S.S : i love B ! wow , that's something you dun see everyday . (: ♥

HAPPY YET UNHAPPY

for some reason , i just am ? hahhahas , i think i finally mastered the art of cool pill ! i totally think the brighter side of things . i guess . but , i've got bad news .

my dad and my mum qurreled . over me D: than , my dad got mad and walked out the house , angrily while my mum was in her room , i think maybe she cried ? i dunnoe , i feel guily and awful .

i was in the basement and my dad called for my maid , he saw us and said, '' your better buck up in your attitude and studies , if not this family is gonna be destroyed.'' i was speechless and damn , i felt like crying . i really think its my fault , even though after that , mum said it wasn't . but if it wasn't for me , they hadn't qurreled . gosh , i feeeeeel awful !

Peaceful

isn't it what everyone wants ? their own kind of 'peaceful' ? well , mine is really really simple . and yeah , it happened to me today .

i was at T's house , the playground , playing the swings . as i went upwards , i looked at the big tree that was sheltering us from the scorching sun . yes , it was beautiful . i could feel clarity , serenity , peace . and i closed my eyes to feel the maximun joy of it . the only word that could describe my feeling was peaceful . i didn't care about my surrondings , neither did i care about who looked at me . but , all it needs its just Frakine Chopin's piano pieces or , the Spring in Moscow piano song . classical music smoothes me .

but , when i reached back home . my peaceful mind was completely and utterly destroyed . my sister came and disturbed me , unreasonably . i was the one who had used the computer first , and finally , B was online . i hadn't talk to him for one day plus and gosh , i missed him like crazy .

But , to make things her way , she was squeezing into my sit , forcing me to let her play and making me take the laptop on my own . i was disapointed that my peaceful mind was gone , upset that the moment my sister off the computer and when i switched it back on again , B was offline already . that very moment made me so sad , i really hate her when she does that . this is why , i wished i didn't have a sister . that unreasonable jerk .

i hate her .

CONTACTS KILLS

but , i dun wanna take it off . hahahhas , not now anyways .. lazy like hell !

back from youth ! really fun though . and it taught me one thing . GUYS ARE CREEPY !

the story :

after tuition , i walked to church . it's near , 10-15mins walk or lesser . forgot to see yousung's sms -.- SORRY ! :P than , reach there , had bible study and yeah , it meaningful . and yes , i was deamour ! at least TRYING ! hahhahas ! if you guys dunnoe , and i forgot if i had or hadn't mentioned in my blog , i so neeed to be deamour now ! if not , i'll turn into suhailah no.2 ! it's not that i hate her or anything , i just need to tone down a little bit , but yeah ... i still have the loudspoken personailty mixed into it ! just more lady-like ! -.- and suhailah , I STILL LOVE YOU MANY MANY OKA ! dun get mad ! :P

right , so ... went to orchard , botak jones to eat . i didn't want to eat there but everyone wanted so i didn't dare to refuse . so just went there . and OH GOSH , i hate fish n chips . but i dun understand the bloody menue cause i accidentally took the chinese version . decided to just dun care and just whatever Grace was choosing .

food came , drink came ! and GOSH , it was as filing as hell ! should have totally bought the small one ! 4 dollars only -.- the medium was 6 ! and i spent 6 . so not worth it ! D: !

walked back to prchard mrt with justing , yousung and grace . and joel lyn was being creepy ! it was like he was stalking us and trying to get Grace's attention . scary and creepy ! makes you feel as though there's a pervert there , reaching out to you ! EW EW EW EW !! ..

got off the bus , walked back to my house . and all the way there , i was praying to God repeatdly saying PLEASE DUN LET ANY STUPID BANGALAH WHISTLE OR ANYTHING AT ME ! again and again . AND ! no one did ! hahahas , is that good or bad ? :O

so well , im back home sweet home ! and watched Ballet ! i so wanted to learn , and i regretted ever stopping ! and as i watched their beautiful grace and movements , i was filled with awe and jealousy ! how i wish i could be as graceful as them ! D: well , i guess i have to do my best in piano than . i mean , i'm learning ! hahahas , with T ! my baby girl (:

oka , i need to wake up early ! going to T's church . and i have to reach her house by 8.45AM ! boohooo ! so early ! but i'm freaking looking foward to it ! (:

B is not online the whole day ! DD: missed him like hell oka ! LOL ! first time first time .

so .. urmm .. bye ? (:

FATTERNING !

yesterday went to the restaurant to eat . the service was damn good . they all had a smile (: ! the food , pizza i like the best . lamb and beef not so nice , it was like medium rare . and it was RED . ewewewew ! the pizza is cheesy ! hahahas , im not a fan of it but i like it alot though .

anyways ! today going to youth to dance . as in i am involve ? i'm not sure actually . and im having tuition ! nice le my tuition (: caues , the tutor is me FRIEND !!

oka , B ain't online . and he suddenly went offline . could be because his rushing and had to suddenly offline .

oh ! tuition here , byebye (:

Pizzas and Spaghettis .

actually , i dun really dig this food . and i rather not eat it for dinner . its super fatterning and unhealthy ! but i have to -.- cause my sister's birthday is today . Happy Birthday Sissey .

hmmm .. today ain't that fun though . but zion is getting on my nerve ! he keeps rolling his eyes at me , for no reason -.- i didn't even talk to him . oka , but still .. i dun hate him eh . just kinda pissed .

anyways , today science .. mr . sng was super cute ! hahhahas , its more like he act cute ! (: he teach us how to tease people if their jokes were not funny . act cute ! :O and , suddenly .. he says that GuoHui has the nicest smile (: than , suhailah say teacher i have also right !? so thick skinned ! but she smiled really wide and mr.sng agreed . hahhahas , i also agree oka ! dun angry suhailah ! haha . than , i looked at B when mr.sng says the word smile . cause , B has the nicest one i seen ! hahha , and he smiled for me ! (: aww , thanks B . LOL !

right after that , went home with tracy . we were suppose to go out to get a gift for my sister . but than .. had a tiff with dad and we never go . so me and tracy watched tv . eat and laugh . and she left ! go see her boyf . i think . ANYWAYS , I LOVE HER TO BITS ! hahaha .

hmm , B is not online yet . cause his proberbly at SAW for being late . either that , or going home right now or something . well , i miss him ? hahhahas !

and OH , his online now ! heehe , im gonna go talk to him (:

im out , BYE ! cool pill :D

Perfect can't keep this love alive .

alrighty , im officially addicted to this song . it has so much meaning . hmmm , sad and a beautiful song . by kelly clarkson , btw . and if you dun get why i put that perfect thingy there . it's from the song . oka , im not that emotional . im so gonna be like bimbo , cool pill . LOL !

i freaking can't listen to class nowadays . it's like i dun have that i wanna study kinda mood . so now , i become a super noob in english . hhahhahaas , i couldn't answer teacher's questions and i can't do what he wants me to do . like today , in school .. the summary . i have to ask him all the way. hahhahas , zoey ! pull your bloody socks up , if not your gonna so kick the bucket . and NO , it's not cause of B .

peter went away for NPCC . so me and B didn't hang out . only karan and hanif were talking and me and him was listening . that's kinda all . somehow , peter have to be that bloody idiot which makes us laugh our asses off . yes , his a joker , thanks to fijri . oka , i feel like im getting weird now .

im done . im out . goodbye (:

they totally should call drugs , COOL PILL .

hahahas , cause bimbo keep saying cool , cool , cool and cool pill . and yeah , im not really that happy now ? oka , whatever . ANYWAYS , school was fucked up boring without suhailah and tracy . i keep screwing in class cause i dun have suhailah to district mr.ang . cause usually , its her in trouble . LOL !

oka , im super gonna off now . i dun really wanna blog . i just did to remove that fucking ugly post i made . its not true ! after what mr.ang said . freaking made me think . and F.Y.I ! the topic is "WHAT IS LOVE ?" deep yeah ? never thought i could learn any of this shit from school . whoa , made me think .

ahhhhhhhhhh ! oh gosh man .. im kinda fucked up ! hmmm , troubled la .
girl was unhappy , she told me that she'll call . and i think its my fault . OHHHH i dunoooeee ! D:
hope she calls ! D;

Alright ! I dun really like Sundays nowadays . All thanks to my mother ! She scolded me and even use her super colourful vocab ! Yes , this days .. PARENTS HAVE BEEN DOING THAT .

Just because my face is BLACK , she say I got some shitty attitude problem . OH GOSH , like who on earth will be happy if they are force to do what they don't want to do !? You know anyone like that ? If you do , TAG MY BOARD .

Really uh ! Parents .. they think we the bad ones . Actually , they taught us most of it ! And they blame our friends . What the shit ! If i didn't have any respect for you MOM ! I would have scolded you and used many many colourful words at your face ! OH GOSH , use your brain -.-

I CAN GURANTEE YOU , MOST ! teenagers ARE LIKE THAT .

WHATEVER ! -.-

OH GOSH ! IM SO FREAKING PISSED OFF !

i super hate it when my mother just can't be happy with what i do . and she says its me who takes things for granted or some shit like that . its like a bath , ate and finish all my homework . she still can scold me say why never study blabla , keep playing computer ! LIKE DUH , ITS HOLIDAY ! of cos la -.- who the hell studies their ass off on holidays !? no offence to geeks .

IM LIKE HATING IT WHEN SHE DOES THAT . and i think i use 'like' too much . makes me sound bimbo . ANYWAYS , my mom is so irritating ! and whenever i really dun wanna go out , she starts scolding me all those crap say what .. i from work come back , just to spend time with you ! blabla . oh gosh , NO ONE ASK YOU TO . actually , i rather go out with my friends . obvious reasons , THEY DUN NAG AND SCOLD AT EVERY SINGLE SHIT THAT'S STUPID . like when i threw the tissue paper on the floor , my parents scold the hell outta me .

EH ! WHAT THE FUCK CAN , gosh you parents are so FUCKING IRRITATING , and OLD FASHION . and damn , IM LIKE 14 .. MOST PPL MY AGE DUN REALLY LIKE GOING OUT WITH FAMILY ! and they fucking prefre you NOT CARING , and JUST GIVE MONEY AND FREEDOM . oh fuck man . -.-

oh and if you have nothing to do , check this vid out . and if your really interested . you can find him at youtube . his name is shanedawson . but you have to add tv behind his name , cause that's what he calls his channel . anyways , the link is BELOW .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-JME8z9Nsa4

hi guys . im back from youth . and im so high . as high like 7 banannas with 6 monkeys . yeah , that high . thus , im talking in short sentances . what the shit . yes ppl , i am weird . like i think i already said . i am lame too . not much ppl admit eh ! hahas , im weird , unique and well .. crazy . OKA , let's stop that .

so , had bible study . GOSH IT IS ALWAYS AND I MEAN ALWAYS FUNNY ! than went to urm toh payoh . rode on shermine's car ! winnie gave hard direction . so late .

ate subway . kinda regretted than i did . cause well had my chocolate . so reason of high
today = chocolate !

so moral of the story , BUY CHOCOLATES FOR HER ! so when you go out , i'm proberbly one crazy girl making you laugh your socks out !

if you never tried before , TRY IT . its super fun !

alright , BYEEEEEE !

WARNING ! hyperness is contagious and can make anyone in contact high too , only education is the antidote . though , sometimes it doesn't work .

alright , the link below is some sick shit and super hilarious .
knock yourselves out kids . :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qStdbyGGnrU
vid name : TURN OFFS !

hmmm ... totally know that i shouldn't be . but damn , i am pissed ? aiyoo -.-

alrighty ! i'm back from the outing . let me explain to you in details what happened . and gosh i am super lazy . ANYWAYS , today fijri and peter met up with me earlier cause they dunnoe how to go tracy's crib .

fijri came first to my house and i became hungry . at first didn't wanna munch on cause his fasting . so in the end , he helped me make my breakfast ! LOL !! duh , and talked to baby ! :D hahahhas , i love it when i can start the day talking to him . oh ya , fijri added salt into my sausage wrapover . it was sick but after i tasted it ... NOT BAD FIJRI ! LOL ! than finally peter came and than we left . and guess what , WE SAW DEREK ! yes , we did . LOL ! he was totally like WHOA . hahahhaas , well i dun give a damn baby ! :D his bro was there too , HOT . oka , not say hot but just much more better than derek . LOL , only ONE PERSON knows that i think his HOT . hahaas :X said too much .

reached there , i did my homework for only like 3 qns ? LOL ! than ... and as usual .. zion and zi han comes and disturb me . GOSH , i was really pissed . LOL ! i super hate it when they disrespect people by calling prostitute . IM NOT , IM NOT , IM NOT AND IM NOT ! IM NOT .
irritating you know ! but i just bloody ignored them -.- dumbasses ! but I DUN HATE THEM ! LOL , i dun hate anyone .

tracy and her boy go buy pizza from pizza hut for us to eat . but fijri didn't ! LOL , peter made him . SO BAD .

at around 2.30pm we left to go to bugis and like on the way down , at 9lvl i think .. 2 woman came in and than i didnt see the dog .. I TOTALLY FREAKED . i screamed and it scared peter and fijri and they quickly got out of the lift ! totaly hilarious ! :P

we watched aliens at the attic . funny ? oka la . i would rate it 2-3 stars . hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm , than went to bugis to buy sex band . and they purposely chose white and black . (black and white means wanna have sex and available) so if anyone break it , means they wanna do you . OKA ! they bought it , wore it . and i was totally -.- !

than .. went to illumina . AND I WAS SOO ! ARGGGGHH ! we could have totally watched some NICE MOVIE there laaa ! aiyooo , but it was fijri's cash ! hahhas , so i just forget it . we walked around , and than .. i wanted to go to the toilet . and guess what , they had sooooo many roooms ! whoa man , it was like an endless road to nowhere . LOL !

oka , than we went to the arcade . and the first time i saw the crane pick up the thingy game was about ice cream . like you could pick either magminum or ben and jerrys . cool la . than fijri help me , and first time see people never aim at tany target and just catch .. and DUH cannot catch la . LOL !?

right .. so i went to eat pepper lunch with them . and i am bankrupt . LOL , that suck alot ! hmm , so when i was handling my tray with the food . i was constantly telling myself DUN DROP , ZOEY PLEASE DUN DROP ! LOL , usually .. tracy will help cause im sucha clumsy ass . LOL , thanks alot girl ! :D hmm , so ate and left .

in the MRT , totally bored . and peter hung up his mama's call ! LOL , i wouldn't dare to do that . anyways .. went home . and from bartly mrt to my house must walk . and i saw like one freaking long stretch of bangalah la . i was like OH CRAP ! and quickly put my bag to the front of my chest and quickly walked , giving that FUCK OFF face . LOL ! it worked , none of them did anything disgusting . they so stupid sia , whatever kind of woman walk pass also will whistle one . but they scared if you look fierce ! LOL !

hmm , so now im here telling you guys this things . AIYOO , im so not happy . cause BABY IS NOT ONLINE . hahas , after a long day , DUH I MISS HIM . and i have not seen him since last saturday ! freakind sad can ! DDDD: guess i'll just cross my fingers and hope he would be ! :D cause now proberbly he eating after his fast .

oka , im off now ! BYEEE !

LOL ! oka , came back from going to FarEast ystrday and i bought a dress with the glossy leggings . hahahhas , i have no idea what the people might think if i wore the dress but it worth the shot and proberbly cause i spend $20 buying it , and i will be pissed if i dun wear it -.-

alright , today got outing with zion , zihan , peter , fijri . fijri and peter is meeting me at 11 plus . and z is already there . we're all heading to tracy's crib and i have no idea where we off to next . stupid ! damn frekaing unplanned -.-

what the shit la . aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa , im kinda FUCKED UP . whatever whatever ! and im freaking venting it OFF HERE . AHH , shit what the bloody big shitty shit !!

i'll end it off with FUCK !

ohhhhhhhhhs , this days , for some reason , i'm beeen on facebooook alooooooooooot . and almost everyday when i use computer . LOL ! anyways , it's sooooooooooo bored and i'm waiting for baby to be online . gosh ! his suppose to come on at 6 and YES ! his on now .

LOL , actually i already know he won't online at 6am like he said . LOL ! he'll comfirm sleep oneeeeee ! hahhhahahas , anywayssss .. i dun mind la ! he always sleeeeeep so super late ! :O sleep earlier oka ! hahhaas .

right , i dunnoe why i draaaaaaaaaaaag my words so looooooooooooong . buuuuuuuut , i'm off now ! oh yeah , i'm outta with sabrina and wilson again ! aft tuition ! LOL . my parents only let me go out with them till super super late ! haha , oka bye now ! :D

alright , the reason for he being late is his sister playing . LOL , okaoka . IM NOT MAD ANYWAYS ! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

hmm , got a text message from my friend . he said he had a fight with his mother and now he is chased out of the house so early in the morning ! :O

anyways , he asked me to help ... but even though i truely want to , i can't ! parents are totally in the way ! hiyaaa ! sometimes i seriously want to freaking move out and stay out with my friend la . but totally impossible cause well .. IM FOURTEEN ! with totally NO MONEY !

i am currently addicted to listeninig songs . weird eh ? hahhas , especially listeninig to Akon's and Lady GaGa's songs . hahahs , they rock my socks baby ! :DDD

oh gosh oh gosh ! i miss boyf ! DDDDD:

BANG BANG ! WE'RE BEAUTIFUL AND DIRTY RICH ! RICH RICH BABY !
DADDY IM SO SORRY , IM SO SSSSOOORRRRYY YEAH !
WE JUST LIKE TO PARTY , LIKE TO PARTPARTPARTYEEE YEAH !
WE'RE BEAUTIFUL AND DIRTY RICH !

gosh , random attacked :O
by lady gaga ! :D

DONE ! yes , I AM DONE WITH MY BLOGSKIN ! i think it turned out pretty pretty ! hahhahhas , anyways .. i dedicated many people in this blogskin ! and there is also people i LOVE in my I navigator ! if you dun know where it is , all the navigators are on top ,
BIMBO/HIMBO !

hmm , seems like HIMBO suits anayas more . anyways , i love all this people to bit and many freaking pieces ! especially the one the person who i put hotandcute reporters needed ! hahahhahs . suddenly wanted this newspapers kinda theme ! :O

anyways , BYE PEEPS ! :D

suhailah ! hahahas , so happy that it's all alright already . and girl , you totally need to remember that we will meet so many different guys in the future and God will definitely give you one perfect son of a bitch for you ! :O whoa , so vulguar . hahahhas , yeaaaahh .

kinda sad ? hahhahas , wo bei fang ge zi san ci liao ! sorry non-chinese people ! this ain't for you to read ! :P hahhahas ! anyways , i'm having a super bad headache and somehow the comments on Youtube about Lady GaGa being a she-male is totally bull . oh gosh , she looks so hot and femaine and she DOESN'T have an adam's apple . HELLO !? blind liao this netizens .

anyways , im off liao . bye ! :D

awww , thanks baby (: alot alot !

hmm , today went to church today .
suppose to reach at 8.30am to practice .
so i woke up at 7.30am than decided to snooze for 5min more .
in the end , alarm didn't ring -.-
so , woke up at exactly 8.30am ! whoa .
called yingwen .. said i was late . he said okaoka .
hahas .. btw .. oka my new okay ! :O lame -.-
anyways , back to the story !
i had to serve communint . dunnoe how to spell ,
but it means preparing the bread and wine .
i said okaokaokaoka .
so , reached , did the communint .
and sang .. GOSH I SCREW IT UP !
like , i totally dun know the songs except for one .
so i was like figuring how to sing . to me , worship wasn't that good ):
anyways , im home now ! after having lunch with the youth .
hahas , yeah i am ! :D


YESTERDAY'S POST IS BELOW ! AT 12 MIDNIGHT !

feelings of today .
respectively .

excited
irritated
unhappy
sad
irritated
relieved
happy
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
cried
sad
sad
sad
sad
cried
happy
really happy
sad
ok
ok
ok
ok
ok
ok
happy
happy
high
high
high
high
high
high

and now im back from going out with sabrina and wilson .
my final mood ,

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SAD , gosh i miss him so much .
worried , hope nothing bad happens :/
unsecure , neeeeed you here .

ooo , can't you feel the gravity falling .
gosh , ilovethis song !
hahahas , tmr got aiyaa .. MATHS .
fuck man , totally dun want -.-
shit , im in those sentimental emotions now .
WHAT THE SHIT . sucks man .

its 10.48pm , over that mood way long ago .
cause im HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY .
thanks ____________________ ! (L)(L) !
hahahs .

seeing suhailah's blog makes me realised that .
HELL YEAH , a boy's smile is freaking attractive .
but of course only the nice ones !
especially with GREAT TEETH ! LOL .
im weird-.-

sian , today in school .
OKAY OKAY only laa .
but its only after school than its
SUPER SUPER GREAT .
eww , someone in my school put eyeliner .
WHAT THE SHIT . put for what sia . -.-
kinda like as if you going to fashion show !
please , we are going to school . make up ain't necessary man .
what else ? oh yeah , during recess got this someone keep calling .
than , she says what the shit and fuck .
please sia , what the shit is COPYRIGHTED . use it right man .
and tracy asked who is she calling ? than she says ren (person in chi) .
and i was like duh la , than animal meh ? and she said ya , my goldfish .
and i went saying whoa , goldfish can call ! WHOA WHOA WHOA .
guai lan ? YEAH , pretty much . but HEEEYY ! i dunnoe what to add on .
anyways ! im off now . BYEBYE :D

whoa , 70 posts liao .
yeah yeah , to you no big deal ..
but to me , whoa ! :))
hahhhahahs , hmm .. so what's up today huh .
at first , he called to say he can't come ! aww .
than , called peter and asked all the details .
in the end , we both agreed to go fijri's house .
cause of my STUPID laziness again !
asked dad to send me to serangoon MRT .
turns out , he questions me on why must be there ?
cause said was going to tracy's house ,
which obviosuly is not true but stilll true .
than , went to meet Peter and Potong Pasir .
hmm , ok le .. everyone meet there anyways .
after that , caught a movie .
at first peter want to fake be 16 and watch the hangover .
but in the end cannot -.- cause sold out ! D;
super sad laaa .
than , in the end watched where got ghost .
alright , that movie freaked me out .
for no stupid reason -.-
anywaysss .. ate and played arcade before that .
later , went home to tracy's house laa .
than from there family brounght me up and again ,
watched movie UP .
beautiful , meaningful amd touching story ! hahahas .
kkkkk ! going off the far east today ! so byeee :DD