HAPPY YET UNHAPPY

for some reason , i just am ? hahhahas , i think i finally mastered the art of cool pill ! i totally think the brighter side of things . i guess . but , i've got bad news .

my dad and my mum qurreled . over me D: than , my dad got mad and walked out the house , angrily while my mum was in her room , i think maybe she cried ? i dunnoe , i feel guily and awful .

i was in the basement and my dad called for my maid , he saw us and said, '' your better buck up in your attitude and studies , if not this family is gonna be destroyed.'' i was speechless and damn , i felt like crying . i really think its my fault , even though after that , mum said it wasn't . but if it wasn't for me , they hadn't qurreled . gosh , i feeeeeel awful !