HALLOWEEN

i celebrated, but i totally don't believe it. wilson ans sabrina went with me and sissey to the night safari. waited for 1 hour plus and guess what! it was not SCARY, INTERESTING and super BORING. but i'm still gonna tell you anyways.

went to cineplex and we all dressed retro. i wore a dress that sabrina gave me, super nice. than suay enough, wenni and darren came. my face immediately turn red! the reason i don't like to wear dresses to church is because the youth will tease the hell outta me! :P so, yeah they suan me. than, we went all high on the van! LOL.

so, yeah we waited for the tramp. and cut queue to make it faster. it was super long. it stretches like from the south to the north. FAR.

on the tramp, it was boring. they talked about animals and showed. they weren't in the cages, completely open. and yes, lions were present. than after waiting so long, finally the scary parts come. the ghosts who are obviously humans tried scaring us. and there was two girls sitting at the front. so, they suay! they get scared the most because the ghost pratically entered into their seats and scared the hell outta them. than there was a dead snow white. a guy reached his hands out to touch her and the ghost shouted, ''what the hell do you want!?'' and the dude quickly put his hands away.

we reached home at 2am. and i climbed over the gate because i had to go pee. while my sissey waited for my dad to open the gate.

tired, didn't go church today. i feel a bit bad and guilty. SORRY GOD!

peace out, xoxo! :D

SCHOOL

i have to go tomorrow. even though, i'm pretty lazy. anyways, i want to collect my report book and know my class for next year. hopefully, i got in with all my friends! that would freaking rock.

speaking of friends, SUHAILAH is overseas! it's bored! noone to make noise and go crazy with! lol. i mean, my crazy and her crazy, is almost the same! so, yeah. SABRINA! okay, i know i mention very little about her. but she's like that person you can always count on when problems happen. she's like the person i actually look up to. and yeah, she is those rare kind whose taste i simply trust. sabrina, babe, even if i don't show that i appreaciate you as my good sister, i really do alright! TRICIA! she is soooooo super great and nice! she is super like me! like a twin. she's such a dear to me!

now, guyfriends? actually, a few. amazed? don't be. i'm just over friendly. FIJRI! his is such a sweetheart. mature, thoughtful and smart. the best, his personality is the same as me! so it's super easy for us to communicate! WILSON! his one friendly guy! his really nice, and his like an older brother to me! and someone which can bear my tortue and abuse! BIMBO, ANAYAS. his one crazy, funny and cute guy! and his super nice! his like a good friend you can always crap around with! even if sometimes, he freaking can get on my nerves! :P

i just wanna say, i love this people so damn much and i am super grateful the God is able to give me people like them. i really do appreaciate you guys even if i don't show it! remember alright(:

bye bye byeeeeeeeee! ♥

PROBLEMS

seriously, don't you think that both parties must be in fault so as to have a conflict or an arguement. but, why can't humans just talk about it, resolve it together and finally, MOVE ON. oh wait! i totally forgot. humans are STURBBORN.

i'm sorry but sometimes it really pisses me off when i want to help and people don't want to co-operate. it really makes me mad because i make it a point to help. i don't think i want to bother about anything unless they come and tell me their problems themselves. if not, i won't bother anymore.

i am not imposing this on anyone. i'm speaking in general. but, if you don't believe me, so be it. i said what i have to say.

GRADUATION



graduation. the day where you move on to higher levels from what you have accomplished. the day where you see so many people with red and sore eyes from crying. the day whereby people have their regrets and remember their memories of the past. right, i sound like some old narroter man telling stories to you guys right? i think i do.

in short, i want my graduation to be memorable. it's like no win SECONDARYTWO. classmates in my class are so freaking ___. i don't want to offend anyone but i really wished that my class was more united and less sexist and much more mature. i really do. but, it is super hard to accomplish somehow and i lose hope in it. so, i'll just do with the flow.

anyways, i hope there would be lots and lots of gathering and chalets with whatever class i am in with whoever classmates i have. then, it will be freaking memorable! :D

and damn, i am totally freaking out cause there's this big, disgusting cockroach crawling all around and just talking about it gross me out! ewewew.

btw, i don't think tomorrows outing might happen! sad sad sad D: i truely am! D;

okay, bye (: LOL.

FRIENDS

i truely love having being surrondered by good friend! the feeeeling is super comfortable and you'll alway have someone to share everything with! (: so! all i want are just friends, at most good friends. i'm really not interested in love relationships and i seriously only want friends. therefore, if i am super friendly towards you, do not take it the wrong way. friends, remember that.

super excited about tomorrow. it kinda obvious why! poool, pooool, poool. i know, i seem crazy but i am crazy over it! outing with tracy, randy, cedric and huijing. who wants in, tell me! (:

bye peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeps!! xoxo.

PINK&CHOCOLATES

i love pink and chocolates ! i really do . i know , random right ? but i just want to sayz ! LOL . it has become my ''chore'' to buy chocolate and only the white kineo bueno choco is accepted by me ! LOL , it's expensive but i love it too much and so , i buy two ! LOL . and it's a ideal present for any occasion ! and damn , i still have the pooool fever . i want a pooooool khaki ! LOL , come be mine eh ! i'm not DESPERATE . really , i am not .

so youth was fun and funny . yingwen do stunt ! he go hit onto the longjohnsilver's door . what the shit can . the door not invisible one ! and he still can bang . super super funny . we rehearsed the christmas skit . LOL , funny can . the boy in the youth , i love them to bits and pieces , even though , i dun really show . but i do ! LOL . and the girls ah !

yousung and grace went back home with me . as in accompany somehow . i still have a burning question for yousung . which i think what he says is 384934% fake . gosh .

bye peeeeeps . love you to bits ! LOL .

PUNKED !

i've been punked twice . maybe thrice ? but , the thrice punked thingy , not sure . and damn , i am super gullible . i think i trust people too easily . and yes , that will defitnetly be a super bad thing cause i can be cheated ! but i am no 2 years old kid taking candy from a stranger wearing a brown coat ! i always thought baddies wears brown and black . wait , isn't that a dectetive ? what the shit -.-

suhailah says i have a bad point about myself . i forgive people toooo easily . you can't blame me for it ! every night i read the bible , where they tell you stories and somehow , forgiving others is stucked into my brain ! so , it has become my way of life ! LOL . boy , i sound OLD .

didn't go schooool today . my mother agreeed so , THANKS A BUNCH MOTHER . lol ! anyways , she's going another country for a few days . which also means , I CAN GO OUT ! yayz . so who wants to go out with me ? LOLOLOLZ .

byebyebyebye ! peeps .

BOOMZ

so funny ! the Ris Low interview . BUANG . the PCK go do the parody of her interview . BUANG . later i post the video for you guys to see (:

my results ! ALL PASSED . happy i did . but my parents think i didn't do well . aiyaaa , parents will be parents . i just diam diam :D i didn't expect my chinese and history to pass . cause in my hostory paper , i was writing CRAP . simply CRAP . my chinese ? my chinese teacher said 10 people in class fail and there are only 20+ people in my class , i totally expect to be one of the failures .

i still want to play poool . i want to find pool khaki . i have no idea how to spell correctly . but it means someone that will play pool with me . yes , i crave for pool every single day . crazy , nope i am not . for once .

ANYWAYS ,
this is Ris Low's interview .



PCK's parody of Ris Low's interview .



hehe , your welcome peeps !

AGAIN !

i'm going out with sabrina and wilson today to play pooool ! happy happy (: my dad wanted to make a room for pool ! and i was super elated ! but need around 10k . so , i think i wait until i old already , than have my own house , he finally raised 10k . LOL ! but even if the pool room isn't made , i so want to get one next time in my own flat . than , cool .

i want to buy MORE CLOTHES , BAGS and SHOES . i admit , i tend to buy so much things ! i'm sort of a shopaholic . not good right ? i neeed to change that fact ! :P but i'm still buying ! cause i'm going Thailand . Bangkok . everything is cheap in thailand ! :D

i miss my thai friend so much ! i know him since primary school , but i can't see him now . we've been communicating on MSN only . and damn , he changed so much ! much more hotter now . LOLZ .

peace out homedog ! (: LOL .

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

i'm happy for someone ! actually , for 2 person . and damn , i totally should be a psychic . everytime i feel as though something WILL happen . it freaking does . but i must have the feeling one ! LOL . so need advice , tell me (: LOL . seriously !

so , played pool and bowling with TRICIA , chorkee , alan and me . lol . it is funz ! and thaaaaaan , pool rockz . and i am gonna learn ! so excited ! :DDDD and NO , i won't like ANYONE . i dun want to . anyways , i dun think any guys can make me feel like security no more . yup , and let's end that topic .

k , had fun . and i'm off . too happy to think . BYE .

HAPPY

i'm definitey happy and satisfied with my life now (: it is peaceful , cool , simple and i'm lovin' it ! that is a super good thing for me ! but results are coming , i hope i didn't screw it upside down , inside out ! and i think i might go to Mayflower Secondary next year , normal academic . i am so gonna miss all my friends in Bartly Secondary alot but , life still goes on . we'll gonna all depart anyways ! LOL . look at the bright side ! (: i still get to see you guys cause i live just in front of Bartley , so it's easy ! dun worrry (:

OH , here's Mia from taking the stage and this is her song . it's called Breathe You In . my favourite song (:

TIRED

even though i slept for 2-3 hours plus . i still feel tired . worst of all , my eyes , for no reason , feel as though it was punched . i think i did it in my dream . what the shit ?

going out with Trisha♥ on tuesday ! can't wait ! (: heading to vivo . i've been wanting to go there , for no reason at all . but no $$$$$$$$$$ to buy clothes ! so sad D: i need to save all over again ! so sian can .

oh yeah , yersterday youth . as usual fun and yesterday we learned about obedience . i think God is trying to teach my something after the incident . it's like i learned about listening , obedience and many more . quite interesting . makes me see new and different aspects . haha .

so , asked yousung (who looks like a Gorilla) and Grace (who looks like barbie doll) to accompany me home . a super funny story . yousung didn'y expect to Grace to agree so he said , '' Grace go , I go ." and Grace agreed and he went what the shit , what the shit , WHAT THE SHIT !? they send me home , and they missed their bus . SO SORRY ! :P

alright , I'M OFF . byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye !

P.S. I USE TO BE TALL , in primary school . -.- SIAN , now I AM SHORT LIKE REALLY SHORT LIKE SUPER SHORT !

P.S.S. i like being short . cooooool (: LOL !

WORKED OUT

WHOOO ! i'm back from the gym . waited for the auntie to stop using the treatmail . actually , i stopped after using it for ten minutes and went to the toilet . than she uesd so i used the bicycle thingy for 30mis plus . SHE IS STILL NOT DONE . than , i use the other eqipments and left . but , i did eat alot . gotta lose those unnecessary calories .

sooo , how's life kids ? LOL . that's stupid cause you guys are proberbly older than me , if not the same ! haha , but if your younger , i know i'm not dumb !

i'm bored though . now i am . i so want to go out and damn , i haven't got the chance t play pooool ! mayb on wednesday with sabrina , but maybe not playing pool ah . it's okay ! i'm up for anything . preferbly something sporty ot adreline pumping . i like it baby ! ((:

alright ah , i'm going off now now now . BUYBYE ! (:

SEROTONIN

it's a kind of chemical which your body produces when you HAAAAAPPPPPPYYY !!! :DDDDD
and damn , i am happpy now ! amazingly , it's not done by chocolate . it's me + gym for 1 hour plus = SEROTONIN . yes , working out will also produce this chemical .

ANOTHER good reason why you should exercise more often ! hehahhahooho . i'm doing it tmr also ! in the morning ! i dun think you'll need me to elaborate more about the disadvantages of eating chocolate to make yourself happy right !? if no , i'm sorry . cause i dun want to elaborate ! (: your welcome .

hmm , i've been seeing this show , recently , called Taking The Stage . it's a pretty nice show , obviously , this reality shows include DRAMA and DRAMA and did i mention , DRAMA .

but , one of the character , called Mia , is a reallly beautiful girl . somehow , she's like me and actually MUCH MUCH more better too ! she is fun , bubbly , outgoing , friendly , mature , deamour , reasonable , loud , loves to laugh and is also close to both sex . well , something like me right ? she's a inspiration to me ! a sing writer and a beautiful singer ! best of all , she creates music which i adore ! hahahas , 542890832 stars to that !

and i want to be like her ! my inspiration ! (:

alrighty , im outtaaa kids ! BYEBYEBYE !

WHAT DO I WANT TO DO IN SECONDARY ?

alright , now i know what i truely want to do .

1. concentrate on GOD ! (:
2. concentrate on my friends
3. concentrate on my studies
4. and damn , i wanna have fun while in secondary .

cause , in secondary , your friends would normally be with you till a super long time (: and i love my malay babes ! haha (: and yeah , there are also some guyfriend which i regard as good friends . peeps i'm comfortable with .

maths paper two today which marks the end of exams . i am super happy ! (((: the paper was not at all difficult but one question and maybe two ? well , three question is a little bit difficult ? hahahas ! (:

righty , today not much to say ah . but im done ! (:

IM NOT A FLIRT

i'm really not . i talk to BOTH sex . the difference between guys and babes is that for guys , you can joke with them and hit them alot and tell them guy probs . i mean if you did that to a girl , she'll be pissed off and sometimes it's better to ask a guy about guy probs . yeah , my reason . i really dun flirt . flirt is like _______ . she flirts .

english paper 2 was today . the cloze passage , i dun even understand k . it had me gone crazy . but mr.ang was nice , he told me my mistakes . which is weird , cause it is my examintaion time . but thanks anyways (:

ate in school with suhailah , dianah , shikin and erna ♥ . didn't go for maths lesson . neither did the whole class , and than it was cancelled ! (: HAPPY !

i'm so sorry tracy ! i never pei you . really sorry ! D:

well , we were soaking wet cause actually i went with them to see the doctor for erna . than , called mum and had a earful . gosh , she's is so irritating ! makes me piss when she starts screaming . so they followed me back and we were all wet like mad , super wet and the worst thing is , it rained heavier ! suhailah and dianah took their shoes off and walked . FUNNY ! suhailah was really not normal . haha !

so , we bath . OF COURSE , never bath together or whatever ah . they tried on a lot of my clothes and off they went to the hospital . couldn't go with them ! D:

k , IM DONE (: bye peeps ! :P

BEANIE

I WANT TO BUY A BEANIE . i see my friend wear , look damn cool . like they look as if they are really fun and outgoing . LOL ! to me ah .

maths paper one . half the time , i'm cursing the teacher who set it . MS.SITI . damn , she set so hard ! it's because her students are in 2N1 and she sets the paper for HER CLASS ONLY . and 2N3 and 2N2 (my class) IS HARDCORE DIFFICULT . damn ah , i was so pissed off . couldn't she ease down a little !? it won't hurt -.- stupid teacher .

i so wanna go out and go crazy with my girlfs . but due to the fact that i'm having my stupid exams , i can't ! D: so , i'm stucked at home DOING ABSOUTLEY NOTHING fun . this are the moments where you wish you had a boyf . well , it's more fun that way .

anyways , so let's think . I WANT TO PLAY POOL ! damn , someone play with me ! for some reason , pool is super relaxing for me ah . no need to run like some sweaty pig and use so much strength ! so , BLEAH .

youth camp is coming out ! YES YES YES YES YES ! IM SO FREAKING HAPPY AND EXCITED !!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

k , im getting HIGH . right , BYE ! :D

I'M NOT DESPERATE

i'm really not desperate and NO , i do not need help to find myself a boyfriend . i'm not in a hurry to get one in the first place . btw , i hate bottling up in myself on how i feel . i just say it out , i'm sorry if you feel offended or akward . but , i say it to let myself feel better ! P.S , i like to confess to people who i like . cause i feel very awful if i dun . and again , I AM REALLY NOT DESPERATE . right , UNDERSTAND !?

as you guys know , i spend the night , well .. 1 hr plus ? studying science . hahhaas . i expected anyways , i drifted off the reading after a while ! :P and guess what , sean chan's essay was in the book . WHAT THE SHIT ! ew , he is such a fakie . yucks , i hate hypocrites .

these days , mr.ang seeems to be in a bad temper . so , being his students , he kinda vents it off on us . crazy and unreasonable teacher . aiyoooo ..

anyways , a question in my mind that i answered on my own - What kind of relationship i want ?
answer - I want a fun , easygoing and being able to communicate well which is also both sweet and comfortable . i want that so much and my ex just dun understand . is it that hard ? anyways , i doubt i can find a guy like that . hmmmph .

righty , i'm oooffffff ! (: bye , and yes .. i appreaciate that you take the time to read (:
thanks thanks thanks !

STUDYING

hey kiddies , i'm studying right now . so , i'll just keep the post short and sweet . why on earth i would study for science ? cause i want to do well , for science . LOL .

so , went to church than went with ben , and family to go some mall that sells LOTS AND LOTS of technical stuff . ate , bought stuff and the end !

oka , im off . right , bye .

POOL

i love pool . straight pool to be exact . i first experience it when i went to m'sia for church camp . shocked ? hahahas . the hotel had pool tables , OF COURSE , people will play ! but i didn't pay , my guyfriends did ! im not a freeloader ! F.Y.I !

had a crash course with sabrina for 3 and a half hours of MATHS . i was freaking lazy and tired and not a bit least interested AT ALL . went through topic i really dun give much a shit to . but , i went through anyways , better sabrina than mr.ang chanting his ''spells of learning'' . his chanting is defitnetly a cure for hyperness .

YOUTH ! and after bible study , which was super meaningful . we talked about the coming of Jesus . and my reaction was super excited , happy yet sad if Jesus had come sooner . cause , i wouldn't had a chance to do missionaries and help people know christ . and i so wanna be a backpacker to travel round the world and climb mount evarast and bungee jump !

back to the after bible study thingy , my friend had a girlf and he didn't tell us . so darren and wenni start to tackle him . SO FUNNY ! justin and me and yousung laughed like mad . and my friend who got tackled , WAS PRICELESS . than they started talking about gang and we agreed , except for my friend , that it was retarded . but for me , the way ahbengs get flared is quite cute ! hahahas .

ate at AMKhub than bussed back home . wenni teached me how to do a flying kick . IM NOT BRUCE LEE AND NEITHER ARE YOU ! just for note (:

alright , sleep early kiddies ! (: NIGHT .

I WOULD RATHER ..

so , my friend asked me this question on MSN . would you rather tongue a dog or shave your head . it was a realllllly hard question but i chose option one , which was tongue a dog . i mean , it made sense ! shaving your head , you'll have to wait for ages and ages for the hair to grow back . tongueing a dog , is much more better . you do it once and quick , and your done !

damn , it's alllll about polictics . I HATE POLICTICS . and i dun get the topic either . so , i put really stupid answers for my questions and yeah .. i'll proberbly fail .

but , after history paper , mr.sng came to our class . he said this .

''this is just extra science class . if your dun want to attend , go ahead and leave . i'm not stopping you . ''

bet that is the first time you heard a teacher said that . but i stayed , some other students did tooo . suhailah and jialing headed off -.- HELLO , exam is NEAR . and mr.sng didn't teach us formula equations to the whole class so only students who attented his extra class know , and it carries 6MARKS . it's quite easy once you get it .

why is it that every single time i finally had a theory that made perfect sense and it's super right . somebody would always , and i mean always , make me think twice about my theory . gosh -.- i have no idea when i'll be Ms . UNfickled minded . whatever !

right , IM DONE . and yes , i made a mistake at my previous post which is two posts away from this one . konichiwa is hi in japanese -.- not bye . and noone realised it ! (:

i feeeeeel messsssy

why you asked ? no idea . in my mind , there's full of things i want to know , questions i have yet answered , things i want to happen in the future , memories of the past , things i wish went my way and well .. proberbly something that has to do with , how the shit am i gonna manage my time to study for history . whatever . so yeah , MESSY .

anyways , there's this saying . for girls .
GIRL CODE . the only one i remember .
DO NOT LIKE THE BOY YOUR FRIENDS LIKE .
well , D agrees ? but i think i might prefer the guy i like to like anyone he likes and my friend could like him if she wanted . she has the right to , and im not selfish .

FRIENDSHIP VS. LOVE
which one will you pick ?
random ? YEAH , stuck on my mind somehow .

school , as usual , a bore . and i really can't stand people who are attention seekers . it pisses me off . it's like , your desperate . ridiculous . anyways , something in school made me unhappy and upset . but i got cheered up by _____'s eyes ! when he looked .. it really cheered me up a little . but than , im not so much happy now ? i dun know . im moody today and my friend is having problems . so sad ! cheer up sweety ! you'll be better .

im off now ! watching simpsons . LOL .

BOOOOO !

did i scare you ? NOPE I DIDN'T . gosh , i'm lame -.- have no idea why i still can have guys liking me . WHAT THE SHIT , that's random .

BUT , first off ! i want to say .. WHAT THE SHIT is something i use , in order not to say the F words . if you find it irritating , i suggest that you just ignore that word (: ALIKATO . i think it's spelled like that .

school is a bore . as usual , BUT DAMN .. I LOVE SCIENCE ! (: teacher is funny like what the crap funny . at least , i dun spend half my time , trying my best to freaking wake up during mr.ang's lesson . really , his english class is equivalent to you watching barney over and over and over again . see if you can take that -.-

a tip for you - when you are super freaking bored during exam . PLAY .
like seriosuly . that's what i did . i started throwing balls of paper at Jialing ! (:
childish ? YUP , but it's what you can do ONLY at exam time .

alrighty i'm off .
and i'll end with how Jesse Mccartney says bye in japanese .
KONEEEECHIIIWAAAAAH ! (:

HE KNOWS

it's really amazing how pastor could call my mother on the day i lied to her saying there is youth , but actually i was out with suhailah and alot of malays , for hari raya . and damn , all of them looked nice ! (: anyways , God knows that i lied ! and i am so shocked cause pastor never calls my mom . i ta bai suay . i dunnoe how to spell but it means i very unlucky .

yeah , out with them and really tiring though . i regret so much on my outfit ! uncomfortable and EW . but i kinda did enjoy ! even though , i have no idea what most of them were talking about ! and suhailah ate alot . she has high metabolism rate , so she can't grow fat ! im so envious of her on that fact !

oh and i recalled something . btw , this all happened on yester , SATURDAY . i asked Iqmal why he dun have girlf , well .. i think i asked him that , if not .. oh well , he said he doesn't want to waste time on girlf . i guess his right , you waste alot of time in relationships . OH WAIT , i think he asked me about sean . yeah that . anyways , i agree with him . so , i'll try my best to not get anymore boyf .

to me , i think i kinda lost my hope in boys who could be true to me . so many freaking experiences i had , i dun think i want to go through the pain right now . still young yeah .

im done , out . bye (:

IMPRESSIONS

that's proberbly the first thing people thought of when they see you . i think some people will immediatley think if she is attractive or not in their heads . though , many people claimed that they didn't . but seriously , it's human instinct . well , i think it's human instinct . NORMAL ! i also like that :x

right , so far , life's normal . i've got my malay babes , guyfs . i pretty much dun hate anyone either . i also dun wish for anyone to hate me , though , in my head i can name a few . but , i'm not gonna expose them (:

alright , no idea why i said that .

anyways , as usual , anayas and karan and pretty much alot of guys disturbed me today . whatever . OH YEAH . i want to shout out . I AM NOT TOMMMY ZUER , TAN ALI , FROGGIE . im just ZOEY . is that super hard to remember ? its like FOUR words only . well , unless your freaking stupid , bimbotic , retarded , idiotic , pathetic and problemetic . i'll proberbly forgive you .

i'm gonna end off with . im not desperate for boys , neither do i go for looks any longer . actually , that happened a while back . but , still .. i'm sick and tired of fakies and hypocrites . so just be yourself and normal . and i'm so gonna take my time to find the right one ? and yeah , i still .... him . GOSH GOSH GOSH . -.-

IM OUT , IM OFF . BYEBYE !!!

OVER THE FREAKING PINK MOON !

i put PINK , cause I HEART PINK x473827432478324752854087 ! ♥

Anwayssss ...

it's obvious what made me happy . CLOTHES . hahahas , it usually cheers a girl up ! but i was freaking tired . i SOOOO wanted the MARIYLN bag ! it cost $40 . super ex , but sabrina said she only will buy me one thing for christmas ! i bought a white dress . i plan the wear it to wahdah's place . but i'm afraid its out ? haha .

I STILLL WANT THE BAG ! anyone up to sponser me the money ! :x or , accompany ? i would really appreciate it ! and i'll love you more ! this is open to both boys and girls , or both ! (:

im out . im shag . goodbye ! (:
hope you enjoyed reading ! (: