I'M NOT DESPERATE

i'm really not desperate and NO , i do not need help to find myself a boyfriend . i'm not in a hurry to get one in the first place . btw , i hate bottling up in myself on how i feel . i just say it out , i'm sorry if you feel offended or akward . but , i say it to let myself feel better ! P.S , i like to confess to people who i like . cause i feel very awful if i dun . and again , I AM REALLY NOT DESPERATE . right , UNDERSTAND !?

as you guys know , i spend the night , well .. 1 hr plus ? studying science . hahhaas . i expected anyways , i drifted off the reading after a while ! :P and guess what , sean chan's essay was in the book . WHAT THE SHIT ! ew , he is such a fakie . yucks , i hate hypocrites .

these days , mr.ang seeems to be in a bad temper . so , being his students , he kinda vents it off on us . crazy and unreasonable teacher . aiyoooo ..

anyways , a question in my mind that i answered on my own - What kind of relationship i want ?
answer - I want a fun , easygoing and being able to communicate well which is also both sweet and comfortable . i want that so much and my ex just dun understand . is it that hard ? anyways , i doubt i can find a guy like that . hmmmph .

righty , i'm oooffffff ! (: bye , and yes .. i appreaciate that you take the time to read (:
thanks thanks thanks !